Friday, August 18, 2023

August 18 (Day 8)

Hello, subah ke 11 baje likh raha hun. Kal likhna bhul gaya, dusre bachon ko dekh ke demotivate ho jata hun, pata nahi kyun.

Vo log black book, peeli book, pathfinder, naa jane kya kya kar rahe hai. Mujhse to kuch bhi nahi ho raha hai. Man to karta hai, ganga ji mein kud jaun, sab khatam, vaise bhi ye sab moh maya hai. Par nahi kar sakta. 

Mujhmein vo focus nahi hai IIT mein jaane layak, par mein bas kar raha hun kuch, pata nahi kya bas time jaa raha hai, mein roj kuch na kuch thoda bahut padh leta hun, ghanta kuch samajh nahi aata, dusro ko dekh ke mujhe apne aap pe sharm aati hai, pata nahi kya hoga mera. 

Bhagwan jaane mera kya hoga. Vahi meri naiya paar laga sakte hai. Mein thak gaya hun.

Regards,

JEE Aspirant